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Saturday, April 08, 2006
10:08 AM
i hate da feeling of being sick. and i mean real sick. having some total shit of mah life now. and exams are round da corner. mah tonsils are killing me for nuts. mah neck, throat, ears and head are bumming ard wif each other- with me being the sole sufferer of their childish game. grow up darlings. grow up. just be quiet and good alright?
sighs. ain't making sense. neh nehs. i hate life like this!! :( i want a cool sexy healthy bod. i wan to look as good as Lin Zhi Ling. oh man. we have da same surname. dat equates to da same genes 1xxxxxx years back. it can be traced. i tell you. hahaha* and a pretty pretty glamourous glorious face. i wan to walk ard looking like some grand goddess. i wanna feel good. oh damnit. am i asking for too much. and now i look like crap. jess lai said. i look 10 years older when she hasn't seen me fer just 3 days. da sickness is taking a toll on mah bod! can da germs and bacteria quickly evaporate from mah life. booo.
and i wanna do some charity work. i can't wait for da chance to go to do community service overseas! :) da feeling of derived joy and happiness from da wide grins of da benefitted souls are simply too alluring. makes mah heart grin :)
and yes, i rejected EH's offer. now i am left hanging in the air. if i am placed on waiting list for TH and dun get it, i will end up nowhere. so it is a risk i am taking. but dere are 2 main reasons why i wanna stay TH. firstly is cos i'm already soo used to life here.. and mah neighbours are pretty nice pple plus i dunno whether i can fit into EH culture.. though all mah frens say i won't have prob adapting.. they say i survive anywhere. i wonder if dat's true anyway. but..wells, 2nd reason is cos he's here. though EH and TH is just side by side, but dere's still a difference.. like da activities and stuff are different.. and if i'm in EH, i'll prob be soo busy wif EH stuff and things. jess lai said i was stupig. she even planned to ballot for rooms den we can stay side by side, me her and kelly. and now she's convincing me to do EHOC flag, cos they need sponsors pretty much and she said da person will gladly want me to do marketing for dem, so dat i will have a backdoor should i not get TH. hmm.. but i guess it's not very nice. afterall, it's 2 arch rival halls we're talking about!! haha.. sighs. will just see how things go. i hope i dun end up nowhere.
and anyway, i realise alot of pple are reading mah blog from dunno where. comes mysteriously and leaves mysteriously. da counter reads a count of 20-30 increases per day. and out of these i have funny search terms like "lijuan nus blogspot", "lily lim blogspot", "juan fass nussu", "lijuan sherilyn pru", "lijuan nus arts", "sherilyn nussu", "princess of the almighty god". omg. i tot da last one was farnie. it is mah msn nick. and how da hell do pple actually even tot of searching for dat? -_-
and da more funny thing is "lijuan babe pageant" is dere someone with mah name in pageant or something? damn farnie. oh wells. i am off to fight da germs in mah body. no. i am off to rest and let God kill dem fer me. :) His beloved never gets shortchanged. never. and all i need now, is a direction. where am i heading. lord, show me da way! :) :):)
i wanna speakers for mah lappie. :( da sound is always sooo screwed. i need speakers speakers speakers. music makes mah day a lil better. :)
soMedAy we'Ll kNow..iF LoVe cAn mOve a mOuNtAin...*
daBELOVEDchild
sherdinojuan*
20*
nus*
child of God*
hopeless romantic*
choco addict*
vainypot*
loves sweet lil things*
jack of all sports, but master of none*
laughs and giggles incessantly*
mahWISHES
To enjoy mah Abba's Love forevermore
continous spiritual growth in ABBA
on da dean's list GRACE solely :)
ipod nano wif mah name :)
da super mini roxy tote
korea trip!
mahWANTS
Creative Zen V Plus Mp3 player
Cool shades
Nokia N73!
BeBe's white angelic jacket
RALPH perfume
Roxy Boardshorts
Roxy White Cap
New Hot Bikini!
mahLURVES
God
chocs
sweet lil things
music
happie moments wif mah dearies
meeting mah old frens
bitching wif mah dearies
short afternoon talks at coffeehouses
