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Saturday, February 11, 2006
10:35 PM
dramatic and traumatising week. oh wells. i hear da sound of revival now. :) dwell not in da past, not in da present, nor in the future, dwell in His Blessings!
okay, and i missed campus today cos i was cramping and tired and slpy. ohwells. and staying at home doesn't help esp when dere's lion dance and some karaoke 'free' noise from downstairs since deres some event going on. okay, i feel like i was in pasar malam or something radically similar.
on da phone wif jess dear and CTX made mah day a lil better. :) thanks esp to mah jessie dear fer listening to mah whines and wadnot. and CTX is damn hilarious. ever funny wif his lame jokes and crappy idiotic shits. hohoho. is dat wad u're all about? full-of-shit. haha* but it brought up mah mood a lil. especially wif ur 'general knowledge' and thanks fer all da frank and honest opinions. u see, i do appreciate ur worth as a fren sometimes! haha* oops. he's so gonna kill me.
okay, so everyone's talking abt vday. cos it's just 3 days away. if u want an explicit meaning it will be a day of significance fer couples, da supposedly most romantic day of da year? haha* okay!! so i have 9 dates! haha* ayz. did i just make it sound like alot? haha* truth is, it's quite pathetic. only 4 are guys! so pathetic. haha* da rest are mah dearie girlies. :) so u see, i am more wanted by girls den guys. it's a 4:5 ratio. how apathetic.
okay, and out of da 4 guys who asked, 2 are definitely out cos i barely met dem fer a few times before and spoke to dem fer a few times only! haha* they're nice pple but its like i dun even know dem well and going out wif dem fer vday nite? like totally weird la. not interested at all! and i dun wanna give da wrong idea also.. like not very nice lidat..haha.. i'm NOT being choosy or anything okay, but i think it's weird fer me to go out wif dem, esp when i dun even regard dem as mah closer frens. and i am scared it will be very paiseh if i run into dem at sch! and they love to bug! one of dem even asked me how do i want him to hit on me? and wad do i like etc. hmm.. wad a weird qns. ermz. isn't it so lame? hehe* (twin! i think u know who i am talking abt.. hahaha* i'm so bad la! oops :| ) but can't exactly blame me!! i tot when u don' show interest da guy will usually just leave. yet these 2 guys are so adamant here! dat's like bugging me and i'm irritated! haha. okay, i think i just sounded like i am a horrible meanie but i'm not usually lidat la. in fact, i rejected dem politely!! i said i have project to be submitted and so not free! haha* i think i am getting better at bluffing pple. :p but i do hope dat they have a date now so i won't feel so bad also.
okay, and da 3rd guy is actually mah good fren la. so it's just a good guy fren asking a good girl fren out. basically, it isn't anything near a valentine la. or so i feel. cos he's mah good boy buddy! :) but apparently, i haven agreed to him yet la. and i don't wanna agree cos i am trying to matchmake him annd mah girlie!i think u two are good matches :) [ED and SER :p] and da last person, hmm.. wad can i say.. i kind of kept da day free. just so fer this person. haha* mah fren scolded me stupig! and said i should have gone wif one of da 2 guys dat i mentioned above.. [cos apparently she thinks he's cute.. haha..BUT though i admit he's cute i dunno why i don't seem to appreciate his cuteness haha...girl* u wan i can help you! i intro him to you den ur can go on a date!! hee* must buy me diamonds if it's successful okay!! (:] i think he'll be glad to know you too he's actually a nice guy la.. bizness major lehh..cap super high also..looks quite okay as well..just dat i am blind to his goodness haha..) oh it seems like i am into the matchmaking biz now huh.. haha*
okay, back to da pt, why is it dat pple i don't bother can go to so much trouble trying to get into my favour yet da pple dat i bother are so insensitive to how i feel... so u get da picture, tis is something like merry-go-rd.. like i dun appreciate pple who appreciates me and so i ended up not being appreciated by pple i appreciate! haha* and mah girlfren keep telling me to wake up mah idea and say dat i shld appreciate pple who appreciates me so much and willing to do so much fer me. open mah eyes to see da nice ones waiting fer me and stop dwelling in da unappreciative one.but it's forever easier said than done. mah heart don't follow mah mind sometimes. it strays. BOO.
and mah 5 girlie dearies* sorrie i couldn't meet up wif ur cos ur are meeting so early! i have lessons! :) ur go enjoy okie. have a funfunfuntime! missing me! haha*
soMedAy we'Ll kNow..iF LoVe cAn mOve a mOuNtAin...*
daBELOVEDchild
sherdinojuan*
20*
nus*
child of God*
hopeless romantic*
choco addict*
vainypot*
loves sweet lil things*
jack of all sports, but master of none*
laughs and giggles incessantly*
mahWISHES
To enjoy mah Abba's Love forevermore
continous spiritual growth in ABBA
on da dean's list GRACE solely :)
ipod nano wif mah name :)
da super mini roxy tote
korea trip!
mahWANTS
Creative Zen V Plus Mp3 player
Cool shades
Nokia N73!
BeBe's white angelic jacket
RALPH perfume
Roxy Boardshorts
Roxy White Cap
New Hot Bikini!
mahLURVES
God
chocs
sweet lil things
music
happie moments wif mah dearies
meeting mah old frens
bitching wif mah dearies
short afternoon talks at coffeehouses
