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Monday, December 26, 2005
2:23 AM
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
i must say, this year's christmas has been a mixture of happiness amidst sadness. da sadness was da earlier part of everything, now happiness has dominated! AMEN! glory to da lord. :)
went to von's hse fer christmas celebration cum dinner cum tonning-session. we had smoked turkey which was tough like leather and ham which tasted pretty alright. da turkey was gigantic! hohoho. in da end, we had like 3/4 of da turkey left over. which was like quite wasted. and then charl and her bf came over, den we had log cake! hohoho. i lurve log cakes, but this time rd da log cake was horrible.. i think it's just da caterer! von: check out a new caterer. haha* and we watched 'blessed christmas'. was a totally cool and blessed show! all da new creation worship leaders and glorious men and women of God. how blessed we are. den we watched 'da exorcism of emily rose'. and i swear it was a traumatizing experience. not by da show itself but by mah dearest twin's screamings! hohoho. i was traumatized by her screams rather than by da show itself. i guess da rest agreed too. raymond was like fastforwarding all da 'non-scary' parts so da show itself wasn't dat scary. but twinn, fear not for we're protected! :)
and after dat was da clearing up and cleaning up. and it was at this time i came across some things which made mah heart sank. i admit i was affected. i wonder why did it actually bothered me so much. i guess i was too involved in self-effort. i was so affected dat i couldn't really fall aslp da whole night, and da air-con din help by blowing on mah skin without da blanket! how fantastic da night was u can imagine. and i repeatedly told mahself, it's over it's over. why be bothered over things which are alr over? you shld focus on da future, no, u shld focus on da Lord. =)
and den 'woke up' and headed to indoor stadium fer christmas celebration service. da service was greaat. i was so enlightened and touched by da lord, i begin to realise, i shouldn't be bothered by it anymore. and God told me this, if i let go, He will manifest and do da rest. He will endow upon me da best, da very best i can ever get. Only if i do let go and let Him. wow. i realised dat this has been known to me fer so long yet i was not letting go and which was why He couldnt come into da picture cos i was too involved in self/human effort. Praise da Lord, He enlightened me and mah day totally took for a turn. :) I realised how glorious I am and dat God provides.Amen. Hallelujah.
went on an impromptu serving duty for Christmas@orchard. we're da human barricades! hohoho. same as we did fer last yr. da streets of orchard was lined wif beautiful floats and a huge stage fer da performances at nite. and i must say i never regretted going to serve cos i totally enjoyed mahself! initially i was like a zombie (due to da lack of slp) but after some 'perking up' sessions@paragon i was more awake. da ice milk tea was splendid.:) and i had a greeaat time with mah dearies from JC East as well as wif da NUS science peeps. i see many glorious men and women ard! Praise God. and we bought a blackforest cake fer mah twin! it's her bday on 26th! :) and we sang her a bday song in da middle of orchard road. hohoho. how often do u have a chance liek this? with da crowd cheering and joining in da celebration! wad a blessed bday mah twin! :) hope u like da cake.
was a realli greaatt time well spent with mah churchies. and i think i must comment dat i find brother George very frenly and glorious. Amen! :) thanks to him i got to serve today. else i would have missed out sooo much fun. it's da joy of serving, da joy of toking to mah dearies, da joy of being able to indulge in such a lovely season dat makes everything else fades off. and most importantly, it's God who has made all these possible. and it's Jesus Christ whom made our lives sin-free and so wonderful. christmas@orchard! total success. da crowd was packed and lively. and da season was just a splendor to da on-viewers. i'm sure they felt da joy of christmas! and fer us churchies, i guess it's a night filled with love, peace and joy. :)
haha* celebrations aside, i am actually quite stunned by some statements made by someone, cos i feel dat these statements shouldn't be made, or rather, it is politically incorrect to say these. and da actions of this particular person seems to be provoking alot of common talk among mah dearies about me. haha* it's not realli dat serious a matter. just dat i hope wadever he says won't affect mah Godly frenship wif one of mah dearies. in any case, he can say wadever he wants but trust me on mah side dat i will never do anything against mah principles. i was quite shocked to hear things like 'she's mah crush/eye candy' or wadever. can ya imagine this guy actuali told mah dearie (his gf) dat he sees me as his crush or eyecandy!?! and dat he thinks i am hot or watever. he said this to his GF whom is mah dearie. omg, i am totally stunned.
in any case, i just found out something even more shocking. da thing which bothered me da prev day. da new girl. she's so similar to me. i was shocked. when one of smah dearies told me abt da girl. i was stunned. we share soo many things in common. is this like a prank or something? whyy? was it a pure coincidence? why did it have to be someone so much like me? i find this hilarious. da resemblance is uncanny.and i am not referring to da looks. it's da things we like, we do, and our character. this is totally disturbing.
but no, i have learnt, dat i will let go and let God. so all these matters nothing to me now. all dat matters, is believing in God dat mah wishes will be fulfilled and manifested upon mah lifee! He restores mah life in double portion, triple portion and a hundred folds! Amen! :) mah J.E.S.U.S- da light of mah life. :)
soMedAy we'Ll kNow..iF LoVe cAn mOve a mOuNtAin...*
daBELOVEDchild
sherdinojuan*
20*
nus*
child of God*
hopeless romantic*
choco addict*
vainypot*
loves sweet lil things*
jack of all sports, but master of none*
laughs and giggles incessantly*
mahWISHES
To enjoy mah Abba's Love forevermore
continous spiritual growth in ABBA
on da dean's list GRACE solely :)
ipod nano wif mah name :)
da super mini roxy tote
korea trip!
mahWANTS
Creative Zen V Plus Mp3 player
Cool shades
Nokia N73!
BeBe's white angelic jacket
RALPH perfume
Roxy Boardshorts
Roxy White Cap
New Hot Bikini!
mahLURVES
God
chocs
sweet lil things
music
happie moments wif mah dearies
meeting mah old frens
bitching wif mah dearies
short afternoon talks at coffeehouses
