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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
7:19 PM
leaving for SLC soon. da main comm pple called up and asked me how am i.. so touched* supposed to be dere yest but was sick so am going later.
i hope i will have a fun time. and i need a getaway too. this would be good. though it's just a short 2 days remaining. haha. cos i missed 2 days of it.
sometimes i realli dunno wad u are thinking. u never say. and ur actions sometimes are just so contradicting. sometimes i feel dat u want this, other times u make me feel like crap and dat u want it another way. i dunno how u feel and i dun understand wad u are thinking sometimes. it's just so complicated. will u just do and say things in a more direct manner. like stop putting me in this horrible dilemma. i dun wan to lose a good fren. if dat we're even good frens to begin wif. sometimes ur actions surpass that of a good fren. and i am totally lost in wad u are thinking. wadever it is.. i hope things will be fine. really. i dun wanna be stuck in this guessing game anymore. i am tired. really. if only u will see this. and if only u will understand. cos if u do, den u will stop putting me in a dilemma. i think u dunno wad u urself even want. but pulesse, try to understand urself better. noe wad u want, and just steer in dat direction. if u keep making u-turns, i duno wad to respond wif either.
soMedAy we'Ll kNow..iF LoVe cAn mOve a mOuNtAin...*
daBELOVEDchild
sherdinojuan*
20*
nus*
child of God*
hopeless romantic*
choco addict*
vainypot*
loves sweet lil things*
jack of all sports, but master of none*
laughs and giggles incessantly*
mahWISHES
To enjoy mah Abba's Love forevermore
continous spiritual growth in ABBA
on da dean's list GRACE solely :)
ipod nano wif mah name :)
da super mini roxy tote
korea trip!
mahWANTS
Creative Zen V Plus Mp3 player
Cool shades
Nokia N73!
BeBe's white angelic jacket
RALPH perfume
Roxy Boardshorts
Roxy White Cap
New Hot Bikini!
mahLURVES
God
chocs
sweet lil things
music
happie moments wif mah dearies
meeting mah old frens
bitching wif mah dearies
short afternoon talks at coffeehouses