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Saturday, November 12, 2005
5:31 PM
this sucks. i hate this feeling where i can't concentrate on wad i wan to do. i need to mug. mah exam is like in 6 days time. and here i am trying to sturdee but mah mind is so distracted by stuff. wad am i thinking? i need to get mah priorities right and do the right thing at the right time. i shld stop wallowing mahself in shitty stuff. i shld wake up, give mahself a tight slap, and wake mahself from da thoughts of the mind. i shall suppress all negativities and da devil dat is hindering me from doing work. sighs. i hate this feeling. where i need to do something but just simply couldn't. and it has been so often dat i felt like this dat i wonder am i even thinking properly or am i just living mah life away like just wasting mah time doing and thinking silly and meaningless things?
sighs. someone slap me hard, wake me up. a mixed feeling of hatred and love. argh. get me outta this plssssssss. lorddddddd.
maybe mah actions contradict wad i think. i tried mah best suppresing all bad thots away. and it seems i haven succeeded. but i need all da focus i need to get now. mah frens. how do i make mahself feel better? haha* i am going bonkers soon. sighhhs.
soMedAy we'Ll kNow..iF LoVe cAn mOve a mOuNtAin...*
daBELOVEDchild
sherdinojuan*
20*
nus*
child of God*
hopeless romantic*
choco addict*
vainypot*
loves sweet lil things*
jack of all sports, but master of none*
laughs and giggles incessantly*
mahWISHES
To enjoy mah Abba's Love forevermore
continous spiritual growth in ABBA
on da dean's list GRACE solely :)
ipod nano wif mah name :)
da super mini roxy tote
korea trip!
mahWANTS
Creative Zen V Plus Mp3 player
Cool shades
Nokia N73!
BeBe's white angelic jacket
RALPH perfume
Roxy Boardshorts
Roxy White Cap
New Hot Bikini!
mahLURVES
God
chocs
sweet lil things
music
happie moments wif mah dearies
meeting mah old frens
bitching wif mah dearies
short afternoon talks at coffeehouses
