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Saturday, October 29, 2005
2:39 AM
okay i shall dedicate mah beloved blogpost to mah beloved HEM!
hee* fer those who doesn't know wad's HEM.. it stands fer Human Eating Machine. haha* wad a term rite. not i coined it one. mah HEM did. i am sooo glad and thankful to the lord fer mah HEM. late nite suppers, late nite chats, late nite meetings, late nite whinings. i am sooo thankful fer mah lil darling in hall. mah life totally transformed after i met mah HEM! i could tok to her so much though we knew each other fer such a short period of time. sports comm meeting has become so much funner wif her ard. mah moral and mental support. n she's mah sister in Christ. which i am so glad dat da lord endowed me wif her presence in mah life! hee* somehow, i am thankful fer being in sports comm despite the fact dat i always complained abt da publicity being so busy n all dat cos thru SC, i met her. :) wad a blessing! mah HEM: i love ya babe. totally. u're mah best fren in hall! :) she knows me, she understands me. despite the fact we only know each other fer a mth or so. isn't dat amazing! n our frenship has developed so rapidly over this short time. i am amazed! it has to be GOD! God is sooo good. our ABBA never fails us. :)
and i know mah previous posts were all sad and gloomy and troubled. indeed i am. i was. was in a dilemma. dunno whether i did make the right choice, by giving 2 potential BF materials up. just fer another him. though i'm not even sure of anything yet, but i just know dat even if i do get tgt with them, i may be thinking of him. and it isn't realli fair to them. i just hope da lord will guide me in mah path. the last time, when we got tgt, i gave up 2 guys, this time, i gave up another 2. all fer this one 'him'. i dunno whether it's worth it. but i am realli placing the bets on mah feelings. i dunno whether there will be peace in mah heart. i know i shld follow the peace. but i can't see peace on either side now. so i just gotta go wif mah feelings. i dunno how he feels abt everything, i din tell him abt da guys either. i guess he shldn't know abt it. all i know, is i still feel fer him. which is why other guys no matter how nice they are to me, i am not moved. no, i am not ssaying i am unfeeling and dun appreciate them, in fact i do, but i can't accept a love when there is someone else on mah mind. sometimes, i realli wan to know how he feels. but well, i shall cast all mah worries unto the lord! the lord will satisfy mah desires. He will direct me to the right one ultimately. AMEN!
yessh. head is blasting. damn pain. gonna slp alr. nite frenz. :)
soMedAy we'Ll kNow..iF LoVe cAn mOve a mOuNtAin...*
daBELOVEDchild
sherdinojuan*
20*
nus*
child of God*
hopeless romantic*
choco addict*
vainypot*
loves sweet lil things*
jack of all sports, but master of none*
laughs and giggles incessantly*
mahWISHES
To enjoy mah Abba's Love forevermore
continous spiritual growth in ABBA
on da dean's list GRACE solely :)
ipod nano wif mah name :)
da super mini roxy tote
korea trip!
mahWANTS
Creative Zen V Plus Mp3 player
Cool shades
Nokia N73!
BeBe's white angelic jacket
RALPH perfume
Roxy Boardshorts
Roxy White Cap
New Hot Bikini!
mahLURVES
God
chocs
sweet lil things
music
happie moments wif mah dearies
meeting mah old frens
bitching wif mah dearies
short afternoon talks at coffeehouses
