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Thursday, September 29, 2005
1:55 AM
the most packed day since uni life ever started.
from da morning lectures till da nite meetings. i felt as though i have evolved to become an automated machine at work.. void of feelings and emotions. moving n acting in a continous random motion that seemed monotonous all day long. mid term test finally ended. with the late submission of mah philo essay, i tink i am so gonna screw it. din know da deadline was at 6pm. i submitted at 6.30pm. damnz. i felt a lil loser. but well.. i know dat God will bless me. bless me and put glory unto the paper. :)
i felt so tired throughout the day. as though mah life has momentarily turned into something that i am doing subconsciously. 3 meetings in a row straight after a term paper isn't something you will really like to try. but somehow, i'm surprised at what i am feeling right nw. it isn't a full feeling of relief. i yearn for resting time. i yearn for all the busy things to go away. i yearn for less committments. i yearn for freedom. yet. now when i am set free. i feel dat maybe being busy might be a good thing too. alot of things are bugging me. n i mean alot. state of mental destability. haha. am i just a splitzo.
turmoil. i prayed that everything will turn out fine. i know it will manifest in the physical soon. but i just couldn't bear another day of this mental torture. many things in life bother u at some pt in time or another i guess...sighs. but i'm still thankful.. for mah darlings. eric.. leslie.. mich...ky..shawn.. love u guys.. alot. :)
soMedAy we'Ll kNow..iF LoVe cAn mOve a mOuNtAin...*
daBELOVEDchild
sherdinojuan*
20*
nus*
child of God*
hopeless romantic*
choco addict*
vainypot*
loves sweet lil things*
jack of all sports, but master of none*
laughs and giggles incessantly*
mahWISHES
To enjoy mah Abba's Love forevermore
continous spiritual growth in ABBA
on da dean's list GRACE solely :)
ipod nano wif mah name :)
da super mini roxy tote
korea trip!
mahWANTS
Creative Zen V Plus Mp3 player
Cool shades
Nokia N73!
BeBe's white angelic jacket
RALPH perfume
Roxy Boardshorts
Roxy White Cap
New Hot Bikini!
mahLURVES
God
chocs
sweet lil things
music
happie moments wif mah dearies
meeting mah old frens
bitching wif mah dearies
short afternoon talks at coffeehouses
