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Friday, September 23, 2005
1:06 AM
i feel so oppressed. i dunno wad i can do abt life. everything.. i let go.. i let God..
sometimes i just feel so oppressed i can't realli think nor do anything.
i'm stuck wif alot of things at da back of mah mind.. and subconsciously, it has became a disturbance in mah life...
da responsibilities i'm laden with.. i believe it's blessings from God.. but yet at da same time... i feel it's too much for me to handle. i din really wanted so much responsibilities in da first place. i din know dat dere is soo much favour it's overflowing. marketing head, special projects head of hearts, sports committee, finance committee. all these are dwelling so much into mah life. endless meetings, endless projects, endless deadlines to meet. and mah studies. i can't seem to focus on wadever i need to study. why is it so? i'm in such a situation i feel dat i can't seem to touch da shore.. i'm in da middle of da sea. i feel stranded. Lord, help me pull thru tis.
and many more things in life.. dat's bothering me. i wonder how long i can remain da cheerry person i used to be.. i wonder why life has to be so tough as we grow. i wonder why issit dat i'm in tis state of complexity. i need an answer lord. is tis realli wad life is set out to be? .......
-on da tip of an iceberg...-
but i must say.. i realli appreciate those who are ard me.. been supporting me through.. mah dearie frens.. whom share mah feelings.. whom listened to me.. mah dearest sistas n bros in Christ.. who never failed to enlighten me wif His word.. i'm really thankful fer all you pple.. great blessings in mah life.. love u guys...
soMedAy we'Ll kNow..iF LoVe cAn mOve a mOuNtAin...*
daBELOVEDchild
sherdinojuan*
20*
nus*
child of God*
hopeless romantic*
choco addict*
vainypot*
loves sweet lil things*
jack of all sports, but master of none*
laughs and giggles incessantly*
mahWISHES
To enjoy mah Abba's Love forevermore
continous spiritual growth in ABBA
on da dean's list GRACE solely :)
ipod nano wif mah name :)
da super mini roxy tote
korea trip!
mahWANTS
Creative Zen V Plus Mp3 player
Cool shades
Nokia N73!
BeBe's white angelic jacket
RALPH perfume
Roxy Boardshorts
Roxy White Cap
New Hot Bikini!
mahLURVES
God
chocs
sweet lil things
music
happie moments wif mah dearies
meeting mah old frens
bitching wif mah dearies
short afternoon talks at coffeehouses
