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Saturday, September 17, 2005
3:47 AM
i am back home! yess.. just got home only.
but i am happie. :) it's soo nice to be home.
i was sooo upset just now abt being in hall when all mah good frens in hall have gone home. went town just now met up wif mah dearest ex-colleagues cum mah nicey frens now. ate cafe cartel man da fish n chips was darn filling. i felt like bloated after finishing da meal. awww. i guess i orwaes complain n whine abt losing wt but it never came. sobs* and soo.. i got back to hall like 12am. was pretty tired.. but da fact dat no one close to me was in hall made me feel damn lonely. :( guess i kinda made da wrong choice to go back to hall.. i was contemplating whether or not to go directly home after da town session. but procrastinated and decided not to in da end cos i was soo lazy to carry all da stuff wif me to town- mah lappie, mah bags, mah books and clothes n wadsoever! hee* so i put it off. and i guess dat was a mistake i never want to make again. not when MANY pple have gone home. not dat many.. just those closer to me have gone home. so it feels like da whole world is gone. haha* oh no i'm exaggerating.
butttt!! i realise da twin sistas were ard.. am so glad fer their company. :) went to their room and crapped ard n den logged onto web msn and tada!!! leslie msged and asked if i wanted to go home.. and soo.. haha* he came to nus to pick me up back home. aww* touched. he came all da way down from tamp to clementi to pick me up in da middle of da nite when he had work da next morning. he's soooo nice la.. :) God sent dearie fren. :) God realli hears me.. He grants me all mah desire. Daddy Lord you're soo sooo good to me. I just wanna give praise to you forever more! and i'm safely home in mah lil cosy room thanks to les. though it's kinda in a mess.. i'm a lazy pig remb.. hee*
and when i say dat God is really good i really mean He is soo soooo good! In times of sadness and sorrow, He grant me wif so much more! and i realli mean so much more. i was so shocked dat SF was so nice he actualli sms-ed me when i told him i was going off alr n logged off from msn. He said da weather is bad and stuff.. not safe to go home.. and i was like wow.. he's kinda nice. i mean, not dat all guys will be so meticulous and think abt things like dat. yesss. he's so freaking nice and farnie la. another God sent gift i guess. :) I'm realli blessed.
and i must mention this... as i was going back hall from buona vista, i met a new fren! haha* he came and toked to me.. (he's tis guy from mah jc but we never knew each other in jc though he often sees me ard and vice versa) and we chatted and realised dat we're both living in halls and yesss.. we're both in PRU same cell!! wad a great great coincidence... no... i shld say.. wad a God's well-planned incidence! and wad was more shocking was dat i realised he's a christian too.. from CHC.. haha* i was like shocked. totally. and dat's not all. he told me wad happened to him fer da past wk.. and it totally coincided wif wad happened to me.. like everything was sooo similar i couldn't believe mah ears. how amazing! He's a God sent fren to me. someone who's in mah situation.. though not identical situation but definitely similar. i was like praying to God.. i dun wanna be lonely in hall.. i dun wanna be lonely anywhere.. and pooppppppppppsssss. out comes a fren!! it's realli a miracle. :)
I guess.. for dat one thing i have lost.. i have gained many more.. and God's working at it to give me even more! i know dat fer sure. cos i am His beloved. and His beloved is never short changed. Definitely a blessed girl. i guess.. dere's nothing else i could realli ask fer from Him. I'm perfected in Him! :) lord.. i just nid an affirmation... tell me whether mah feeling is right.. i wanna get out of this fix. i wan to live life in a glorious and holy manner.. i wanna be da pride and joy of you Lord. I love you Lord. thank you daddy fer everything. realli. for everything. All things happen for the good if u believe in Christ. :)
soMedAy we'Ll kNow..iF LoVe cAn mOve a mOuNtAin...*
daBELOVEDchild
sherdinojuan*
20*
nus*
child of God*
hopeless romantic*
choco addict*
vainypot*
loves sweet lil things*
jack of all sports, but master of none*
laughs and giggles incessantly*
mahWISHES
To enjoy mah Abba's Love forevermore
continous spiritual growth in ABBA
on da dean's list GRACE solely :)
ipod nano wif mah name :)
da super mini roxy tote
korea trip!
mahWANTS
Creative Zen V Plus Mp3 player
Cool shades
Nokia N73!
BeBe's white angelic jacket
RALPH perfume
Roxy Boardshorts
Roxy White Cap
New Hot Bikini!
mahLURVES
God
chocs
sweet lil things
music
happie moments wif mah dearies
meeting mah old frens
bitching wif mah dearies
short afternoon talks at coffeehouses
