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a child of God
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Friday, July 02, 2004
1:38 AM
Yest was great. Got wat i wanted. Did wat I wanted. Yup. Almost all dat i wanted. ;)
Apparently i'm screwing myself up now. waiting for EurOs to start. SigHs..waiting seems eternal. -sigHs- I'm forever waiting..like dere's no forever.. but i've absolutely no idea why i'm waiting n waiting. waiting, i'm sick of it. totally drains me out. i hate dat feeling..it jus gets outta hand. i'm too lost in dat feeling. wat's the use of having so many other nice ones n great ones ard when all dat i wan is just dat one who's not as nice n not as great? alrite. i'm contradictory. not as nice n not as great..but to me it's all dat nice n all dat great. if i say i've forgotten it all, it's self-denial. i hate denials. wan no more of it and is totally sick of it. wanna rip dat waiting me off n jus do something abt it. but i can't. i'm not even sure of it. i'm not sure of whether i wan it. i'm not sure. nv was i sure. for dere's nothing to be sure. sighs. emotional bandwidth yet again.
soMedAy we'Ll kNow..iF LoVe cAn mOve a mOuNtAin...*
daBELOVEDchild
sherdinojuan*
20*
nus*
child of God*
hopeless romantic*
choco addict*
vainypot*
loves sweet lil things*
jack of all sports, but master of none*
laughs and giggles incessantly*
mahWISHES
To enjoy mah Abba's Love forevermore
continous spiritual growth in ABBA
on da dean's list GRACE solely :)
ipod nano wif mah name :)
da super mini roxy tote
korea trip!
mahWANTS
Creative Zen V Plus Mp3 player
Cool shades
Nokia N73!
BeBe's white angelic jacket
RALPH perfume
Roxy Boardshorts
Roxy White Cap
New Hot Bikini!
mahLURVES
God
chocs
sweet lil things
music
happie moments wif mah dearies
meeting mah old frens
bitching wif mah dearies
short afternoon talks at coffeehouses
