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Saturday, July 03, 2004
1:35 AM
always having negative emotions in the middle of the night. the prev day was lidat too. can't get to slp. much as i wanted to. i've so much worries dey're engulfing me. realised the multiplied rate of growth of white hair. dark rings. emotional destablity.
i can't handle the release of the results. i dun wanna retain. but i'm not confident of my results tis term either. i'm screwing up tis yr. when it's the most impt yr. i'm screwing up. can't help it but i'm so screwed. it's the A levels yr. yet.. all the negative things has to happen. sometimes i feel i'm on the verge of some mental breakdown. i'm completely lost... lost.. lost.. my results dropped like a waterfall. apparently, everyone's so concerned. everyone asked why. if only i could tell everyone the answer. i'm feeling the worst of it all. tutors asked me wat happened to me, wat can i say? i remained silence. i duno why. i dunno watever happened to tis once strong gal within me. tis lil gal seems to have lost her way..in the wild..seeking to find a landing shore..where she can pick up the debris n start all over again. the prob is.. will she be given the chance to arrive safely on land n start the piecing up process?
I hope so. I pray that God will pull me through tis. I pray. Amen.
soMedAy we'Ll kNow..iF LoVe cAn mOve a mOuNtAin...*
daBELOVEDchild
sherdinojuan*
20*
nus*
child of God*
hopeless romantic*
choco addict*
vainypot*
loves sweet lil things*
jack of all sports, but master of none*
laughs and giggles incessantly*
mahWISHES
To enjoy mah Abba's Love forevermore
continous spiritual growth in ABBA
on da dean's list GRACE solely :)
ipod nano wif mah name :)
da super mini roxy tote
korea trip!
mahWANTS
Creative Zen V Plus Mp3 player
Cool shades
Nokia N73!
BeBe's white angelic jacket
RALPH perfume
Roxy Boardshorts
Roxy White Cap
New Hot Bikini!
mahLURVES
God
chocs
sweet lil things
music
happie moments wif mah dearies
meeting mah old frens
bitching wif mah dearies
short afternoon talks at coffeehouses
