mood was kinda affected laz nite. i mean, if u ever heard such things u wouldn't be able to slp well. i shan't mention it now dat everything's over n i promised not to say anything. was kinda depressed yest. needed someone to tok to. but dat person..not ard. later toked to Adi, was feeling much better after dat. at least he bothered to say something to console me har. thanks alot boi. =)

actualli i find pple hard to understand sometimes, i hate deciphering pple. i hate the feeling of having to go to so much trouble jus to understand someone and yet in the end when u tink u noe dat person well, u actualli don't. it gives me a feeling of a loser.in fact, i'm tired of it. many pple ard me are so hard to understand. i dun understand. y can't everything be a lil simpler? sometimes i'm tinking, will everything change for the worse as we grow older? will everyone be hibernating inside a shell as time progresses? where's the innocent n frank side of human? i dun see it now. no longer ard. -sighs-

why can't things be simpler? can anyone simple comes along? i'm tired.. very. i wan to understand u, u and esp. *you*. but can i? -sobs- i'm real tired. tell me pls.